I'm on my uppers too. So can't help ya.

Just wasted my money on two quite awful excuses for music:

Emerson, Lake & Palmer - Black Moon
Genesis - Calling All Stations

Horrible!! I'll listen to owt but these two - NEVER again!!!

Anyway. I beg to differ but a person who has Zappa has
richness beyond compare.

I wish you well to escape your problem and obtain those
elusive tickets.